Yesterday I waited for the agency worker to call and confirm Sprouts visit.  A few minutes after 9am the phone rang.  The agency worker was on the other end saying that maternal grandma couldn't find bio mom.  So, there was NO VISIT.  Can I tell you about the relief that flooded my WHOLE body?  I know that it is SO wrong to have that mind set when you're a foster parent but I will admit.  We are overly, unhealthily (is that a word?)  attached!!!  I can't imagine losing this boy to his mother because I DO NOT think she can parent him 24/7.  Her lack of proper communication with the case worker confirmed it.  My sweet boy turns a year old tomorrow...makes my heart happy he's still here!! More tomorrow :)