After a night of tossing and turning, I put my children on the bus and I went back to bed. I turned the ringer off. I turned the ringer OFF. I turned the #%*$&* ringer OFF!! I woke up 3 hours later to not one but TWO messages from D*S*S. A possible placement. I called back only to find that the BOYS had already been placed with another family. Yes. Boys. Plural. I am trying not to get discouraged. I know that God MUST have something better for us. HE HAS TO!!! Yes, they were the EXACT age range that I was hoping for. Siblings...7 months and 20 months... He MUST have something better.... It was an emergency situation that they needed to place them asap...If I had the ringer on....but then, I have to be satisfied in the fact that God makes NO mistakes...right?!?!? I was trying to catch up on sleep. I wanted to get up before my children got off the bus and finish up some last minute cleaning before Baby Tulip came this afternoon. I'm sure He has something better... I opened my email to find a note from Daisy's new family and some pictures of her with Baby 'C'. He's grown SO much. When he was placed with we weren't sure if he's ever walk or talk and now he's thriving with his forever family. So, I will finish my work and look forward to spending my weekend lavishing love on Baby Tulip. Did I mention I turned the ringer off??? Mistake or coincidence?!?!