Earlier in the week the caseworker called to ask if I was willing to change my schedule so I could supervise this weeks visit. I choked my way around some words and eventually said that I had no desire to be supervising visits every week. My bio children are all in school and that is the ONLY time in my week that I wouldn't have to pay a sitter so I could run errands (or get a pedicure) :) He said that he'd be really grateful if I was willing to do supervise the visit and I finally broke down and said that "yes. I'd be willing". (suck*er) He told me he'd call back to let me know if the changed visit day and time would work for Bio's. Within 15 minutes I was told that the visit was cancelled this week due to bio's not feeling well. (This was a full 3 days BEFORE scheduled visit!) Un*freakin*believeable!!! I am starting to feel like I am being taken advantage of. I am wondering WHY I haven't received a call since we got Daisy. I am a "stay at home" mom and my children are in school all day. What more could they ask for? Am I harassing them too much??? Has the caseworker even passed my info on to the supervisor??? Am I reading too much in to this? It just doesn't seem fair. I know of at LEAST 4 boys that have come into care since December. 4!!! I don't know what to think anymore. I am a bit discouraged and angry. It's also almost a year since we lost our sweet Felix. I guess I just thought we wouldn't have to wait this long... Sorry for the down post. I think I'm having a bad day :P