How crazy is my life. A whole year has gone by since we brought sweet baby Felix home from the hospital. I can't help but think that he should still be here. He is now a year old and has no memories of our late nights snuggling on the couch. He'll never remember how I sang to him or how much we love him. He'll never know. I sometimes think about giving up on this whole journey but then I remember the way it felt to hold him in my arms when I thought that he was going to be our little boy. And I know I can't give up because I'd give anything for that feeling again. So, I'll wait.
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Oh. I remember that feeling all too well. I have had many little ones come and go and it never gets easier. (that's how you know you are doing your "job" right)
What a beautiful little one. Even if he doesn't have memories, the impression you made on his life will last forever.
Blessings to you.
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