Baby is doing well (and STILL needs a blog name!!!).  It is amazing how little time it took to be completely smitten.  Well, I HAVE known about him since November and to be totally honest I DID fall in love with the IDEA of him many weeks ago.  I still can't believe he's here.  He's growing and changing every day.  Bio mom had a visit this week.  She came prepared.  I know she loves him.  I printed out some pics for her...specifically one of her and the boy.  She was very grateful.  He is sleeping well during the day and getting up a few times at night.  We changed his formula this week so we'll see how much better he does.  Another baby boy was taken into care this week.  He is 3 months old.  the agency couldn't find anyone to take him.  I volunteered but by the time I called the worker he was placed.  I heard from his foster parent that his bio mom didn't show for his first visit this week.  That makes me sad.  I look back at all we've gone through to get to this point of actually having this baby in this house and I am FLOORED by God's faithfulness.  We have already decided as a family that if this baby leaves us we are done fostering.  He has been a welcome addition to this family but we're not sure how much more loss we can take.  I trust God's heart.  He knows my desires.  I am at peace with the journey we are on.  Please pray that this peace STAYS.  I love being at the point of contentment in trusting God's will.  I am not always 'there'.  But I rest in knowing HE IS FAITHFUL! More soon...