No visit again this week. At least she had the sense to make the phone call the day before instead of me having to drive up there to only turn around to come home again. Many decisions to be made concerning my sweet little Daisy. I try to understand... There is obviously no bond between Daisy and her mom. I can't imagine carrying her for 9 months, taking care of her every need for the 1st 7 months of her life then turning her over to CPS. What fills your days but the cry of your baby that is no longer there? How do you go about and act as if she never was part of your everyday life?? How do you NOT show up for your 1 hour a week chance to be a mother to your little girl??? Anyway...more soon...