I was thinking last night about Felix. I've forgotten what it's like to have him snuggled in my arms. It's been 8 weeks since they've taken him. (I had to look on the calendar...I'm NOT obsessing!!) I miss his smile. The baby boy we've inquired on is no longer listed on the waiting child list so unless I drive our adoption worker CRAZY...I just wait. I have never felt so defeated in my life. I've tried it all on my own and NOTHING has come of my efforts. So, just like I was surprised with the call for Felix... Once again...I wait.
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