Thought I'd be happier...

Found out some huge news today and I thought I'd be more content.  I just feel more upset.  I know that I have some God-given desires and I PRAY that God can make something beautiful out of this wonderful mess that I am.

3 weeks...

Today marks 3 weeks since Sprout last saw his bio mom.  I'm sure this is a glimpse of what our future will be like as a forever family.  Can't wait. 

I've some time composing a letter to my 7-year-ago self.  The woman who couldn't wait to foster and hopefully adopt.  Will share later on...

I've been blogging daily over at the other blog. Trying to keep specific details about everything that's going on.  Sprout is doing really well.  He is starting to speak more and more.  TONS of fun!  I am truly enjoying EVERY minute with my little nature boy. 

Busy...

I'm keeping busy. 

So sad :(

I lost the piece of paper that had all the information about the baby with the broken collar bone so I called his worker (since the agency home finder is out on medical leave).  He said that the baby is being moved AGAIN.  If you remember, the reason I was going to take the baby was because he was being moved after only being in care for a few weeks.  The family that he was originally placed with was a new foster family. Now, he is being moved again.  I told him I was willing to be a resource...  We'll see tomorrow.   

Confirmed but no visit!

Bio mom did call to confirm but when the agency worker got there her place was in horrible condition.  He gave her an option... He could take the baby to the office for a few minutes and she could clean OR she looses the visit.  She said her tooth was bothering her and CHOSE to let the baby come back to me.  And now this!!!

Stress free

Relief...

One day...

Maybe one day I won't sit and stress the night before a visit.  Sitting here wondering if she'll call to confirm...