I'm still waiting to hear back from the agency home finder about this baby that's due to be born next month.  I'd be lying if I said I wasn't excited.  I think it's a good thing that she gave me a month to let the thought settle in about bringing home a new baby from the hospital.  It gives me time to work through my emotions and when (IF) he goes home I will have been prepared a little more than if they called me an hour after he was born asking if I wanted to foster at all.  I called to ask the due date but haven't heard back yet.  I have spoken to a friend of mine who is also a foster parent (for a neighboring county) and she said she knows the bio mom and gave me some info on the situation from her point of view.  Only God knows what will happen and I know that this journey has been long and in my mind I think (and pray) that it's coming to an end.  Maybe THIS time we'll have the opportunity to adopt and it will be the perfect situation for us...  I trust Him...