Today, for about 15 minutes I was caught up with laundry. It's the small things in life that keep a smile on my face. :) The boys are doing well and still learning how to function in a family with rules and boundaries. I am constantly finding out tidbits of info about the boys and some things are good to know and some are not. Right now, my main focus is helping the boys adjust while keeping my family happy. Foster care is definitely NOT for the faint of heart. At times I feel like giving up but I poured my heart out to God and I know that right now THIS is the road He has chosen us to walk. For us to walk OUT of His will would be detrimental to our future. Adoption has taken a seat on the back burner for now. I am coming close to the place where I can get on my knees for the boys mom. Until now, it has been very hard for me to pray for her. Especially while I am trying to "un-do" what has been done. But I am learning that in order to help these boys heal, I need to forgive. It starts there. I am looking forward to meeting their mom. The next few months will be trying but I know that I am covered in His grace. And seriously, what's better than that??!?!?!