How nice would it be to be snuggling a sweet smelling little baby right now??? Or holding the chubby hand of a sweaty little toddler while he explores the yard...
I wish I could read ahead to the end and tell you what will happen. Oh, how I wish I knew. Every day that goes by makes me trust Him a little bit more. I have asked and prayed and I guess I should just be still.
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It's hard to wait upon the Lord, particularly with things that are so dear to us!
i know how you feel, I am a new reader but i have been checking in to see how your story goes.
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Our Father knows your heart. He feels every longing you feel. He is planning everything to perfection. Only His idea of perfection differs from ours. I saw a lovely pregnant woman on the beach and asked the Lord why I cannot have more children. But His plan is for me to adopt, not conceive and carry children in my womb anymore. His ways are perfect, and I am always grasping at accepting that fully. Learning to be reliant is hard.
I am praying for you. I know your heart, and I am praying.
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