Still no word from the adoption worker...I am trying to be patient. I have been searching waiting child lists but there's no one available that fits our 'wish list'. I really DO NOT want to disrupt the birth order in our family. I know that when the right child comes along it will just...happen. Until then... I was kind of hoping we could just change our home study and have a child placed through DSS. That way we had a chance to meet the bio parents and get a history. When Felix was placed with us we found out more info from the Dr's and others than we did from DSS. I guess that can be both good and bad when you accept a child from a neighboring county. So much to look forward to. The girls have been asking us to keep Daisy. She is wonderful but I have to keep reminding myself that we have only so much room in the car or space in the house. I know there will always be plenty of love to go around but in this case I have to be realistic. (As you can tell this is not always easy for me) I justify some actions by convincing myself that a child's well being is at stake. Realistic??? Some of the stories that I have heard about foster care haunt me. I know I can't save them all. But I can try...right?!?!?!?