SURRENDER!!!!!

So, on Tuesday, the agency worker said that he saw bio mom walking down the street in front of the agency office. He ran outside and tracked her down. She said she wanted to surrender.  He asked her if she'd be willing to come into D*S*S for a meeting with him and the county worker.  Surprisingly, she followed through and was at her apartment yesterday when he went to pick her up for the arranged meeting.  He said she was a bit teary eyed in the car while she spoke about Sprout.  At the meeting, they spoke about bio mom's conditions for the surrender and both workers explained that it would have to be approved through us.  So, we're a step in the right direction.  They also spoke about...

Got a call...

On the road to the ER with my oldest I got a call for a drug exposed 2 month old baby boy.  It's for preventive respite.  I had to say no because...

Suspended

Visits have been suspended.  I feel much better knowing that he'll be safe. 

Thought I'd be happier...

Found out some huge news today and I thought I'd be more content.  I just feel more upset.  I know that I have some God-given desires and I PRAY that God can make something beautiful out of this wonderful mess that I am.

3 weeks...

Today marks 3 weeks since Sprout last saw his bio mom.  I'm sure this is a glimpse of what our future will be like as a forever family.  Can't wait. 

I've some time composing a letter to my 7-year-ago self.  The woman who couldn't wait to foster and hopefully adopt.  Will share later on...

I've been blogging daily over at the other blog. Trying to keep specific details about everything that's going on.  Sprout is doing really well.  He is starting to speak more and more.  TONS of fun!  I am truly enjoying EVERY minute with my little nature boy. 

Busy...

I'm keeping busy. 

So sad :(

I lost the piece of paper that had all the information about the baby with the broken collar bone so I called his worker (since the agency home finder is out on medical leave).  He said that the baby is being moved AGAIN.  If you remember, the reason I was going to take the baby was because he was being moved after only being in care for a few weeks.  The family that he was originally placed with was a new foster family. Now, he is being moved again.  I told him I was willing to be a resource...  We'll see tomorrow.